Hi,
I know I'm not the only one on these boards with empty arms this Christmas, and I just wanted to post a thread where we could all share whatever we need to.
Hope would be two weeks old if I'd gone to term : The Christmas baby in the pageant (in my imagination) with her brother dressed as a sheperd standing guard. I wonder what Christmas in Heaven is like, what she is doing with her two siblings who were born to Heaven before her, what it would be like to have all four of my children around the table Christmas morning. I dream of two wrestling 5 year old boys and two baby girls.
Definite case of the holiday blahs here. Very sad. I keep reminding myself that Christmas is about the fullness of the manger, but I can't stop thinking about how empty my cradle is.
Praying for all the mommies missing babies and all the mommies suffering with hg this holiday.
Suzanne