I'm around but struggling

[IslandDreamer]

Hi Ladies,

I think you'll understand when I share this. A year ago today, I had my annual "peek at your cervix" appointment and promptly got pg 5 days later. Somehow today is reminding me of all the anniversaries to come and all the moments I've missed and sigh....

Suzanne

[Gail]

Suzanne- Anniversary's are hard. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts today. (((hugs)))

[Natalie]

Big ((((((hugs))))) to you Suzanne.

Love Natalie, x

[PamelaRose]

Big hugs to you! Take some time to be good to yourself--you deserve it!

[bibliojo]

Suzanne,

You are in my thoughts as you struggle through these anniversaries. Pamela's right -- take some time for yourself and do something special for you!

((HUG))

Joanna

[HGx3]

oh suzanne, I will be thinking of you,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

[meg]

((((((Suzanne)))))),

I'm sorry that you're having a difficult time. Of course, we understand. Please take Pamela's and Joanna's great advice and take some time just to take care of yourself.

[janice]

Dear Suzanne,

I am also sending my thoughts and prayers your way. It is just so hard, and I know everyone says its gets better, then come those days when it's so hard again. Anyway, I hope you're feeling a little better today.

Love,

Janice

[nomore]

Suzanne,

Im sorry this is a day late, but Im thinking of you. Anniversaries are not easy. Today I visited with a very good friend who's baby boy was born on the day we terminated. (Litteraly about 10 min in time frame of each otehr). Its so hard seeing him. He reminds me of everything we lost. I dread what would of been my EDD and now there is no way I will ever "forget" the day of my baby's death...

I would of been almost 26 weeks now. I keep having dreams Im pregnant and can feel the baby moving and dreams Im breastfeeding. I find it so distrubing. Im sorry to post so much about me in your greif.

Im sending you extra hugs. Take some time and we are hear for you.

Love Robin

[bibliojo]

BIG (((HUGS))) to you too Robin. I'm thinking of you as well.

Love,
Joanna

[PamelaRose]

Hugs to you, Robin. What a difficult experience! One of my brother's friends was due at the same time I was, both with our first babies. I miscarried, and she had her little boy when I should have, too. I hear about that couple and run into them every now and then, and my heart always skips a beat--I keep mental track of my loss by hearing how her son has grown. It's odd, and I used to wonder if I'd ever get over the reaction I have to that woman and her son, but I don't think the association will ever fade. I hope you are healing and feeling strong. Take care!