I'm so back and forth on the issue of having more it's crazy. I swore I'd never do it again. I even went for the consultation to get the coil thing that Pamela has. I started crying at that apointment and the doctor said I wasn't ready. Well, I guess he was right because I really don't know what I want at this point.
Maybe it's because at it's been a while. Maybe it's because a lot of moms around me who have toddlers Caroline's age are already pregnant or talking about it. It might be because dh says he'd rather not adopt at this point but I always wanted 4 kids. Or perhaps it's because all 6 (SIX, can you believe it!?) of my closest friends are pregnant and I'm going to 3 baby showers this month (already went to one on Saturday). Seeing those new little outfits is just heart wrenching for me. It might be that I'd really like to have a boy and then maybe I'd feel more done. Maybe because if it weren't for HG, I'd more than likely be pregnant again. I don't know WHY, but I know I waver back and forth and it makes me crazy. All it takes me to NOT want another is to read my old posts that I journaled a few months ago.
I don't really know why I'm typing this all out to bore you either. Just thought maybe someone else might feel this way.
HG sucks.
Laurie