I am having the hardest time with this. I know I want another baby. My husband says he could take it or leave it... but he wants another child he just worries about all the work.
I think my daughter is one of the most amazing and beautiful people in the world and I can't figure out why I can't just be thrilled with her and not worry about more?
I know I should go the adoption route as I just turned 36 and I worry about genetic problems, plus the hyperemesis. Our daughter is 2 and I
don't want another child until she is 3 (in 10 months).
My husband wants no part of me being pregnant again, and I don't blame him or any of my family thinking I am crazy for even having an inkling that I *might* want to be pregnant again.
I have looked into adoption websites and even talked to the folks on the phone... it just doesn't feel right. Like I am not excited about it, it feels like I am a wimp for letting hyperemesis scare me. Or that I may still feel wounded even if we adopt a child.
I feel seriously nuts,
Jamie