hey guys,
just found out that i am pregnant. i have abought two weeks to be happy and excited before the sickness will set in. we were just pregnant in the beginnining of the year and had to terminate in march because i was so sick my health was going to hell in a hand basket (iv's, tons of meds, central lines- subclavian, tpn, extreme weight loss, heart problems from electrolyte imbalance, home nursing, bedridden, vomitting non stop every 10 min. even with the meds). i feel kinda of guilty that i am pregnant so soon and a little embarassed to return to my doctor so soon but i want another child (i have a 4yr. old son). i just hope and pray i can make it through this time and am petrified to be deathly ill again even though this time i will not terminate no matter how weak i get, i will carry the whole time or die trying. so if you hear from me in a couple of weeks and i am out of my mind and desperate- please help keep me strong!