Hoping I am not speaking too soon here...
I've read a few posts where people are wondering if they will ever feel peace with stopping their family short of what they always thought they would have. Well, people who know me here, are aware of the struggle I've had with this, but I have moved on from the umming and ahhing, and I am very happy with my lot. I truly see the advantages of having what I do have and life is good.
A year back I couldn't have said that. Three years back I would have argued that things could never be that way for me. I have moved on and actually feel passed the baby-making part of my life now. I didn't have the third and it's too late (for me) and that's ok. Life is good.
Wishing you all peace in your decisions.
Mandy x