Hello,
I've just returned to the hg site to seek some moral support. As always, I start reading through posts and very quickly end up in tears through recognising the feelings that are expressed by other hg sufferers.
I had severe hg with my 1st pregnancy and we have a gorgeous 7 year old son. Although terrified about another pregnancy, we managed to conceive 2 years ago - which resulted in a miscarriage at 9 wks. Since that time we continually 'talk' about our desire for another child but just seem completely paralysed by the fear of hg. My dh doesn't want to see me go through it and risk further health problems. When I imagine having hg again I feel so terrified but can't seem to make a definate decision to not have any more children. I've just turned 37 and I don't really feel that we have much time left to leave this up in the air.
I constantly try and tell myself that having our beautiful, gorgeous child is enough and to move on, but find it hard to do.