My Scary Nightmare

[aaronsmommy]

Last night I had this horrible nightmare that I was pregnant again. I had just found out, was already getting sick, couldn't prepare, had no idea what to do. My husband wanted me to terminate, I knew that was best, but couldn't figure out how to bring myself to do it.

I woke up shaking, in a cold sweat and everything.

I would love to have another baby. I know I could make it through a pregnancy if I could survive it, but I just don't WANT to. The more time passes, the less I want to, but I still have a hard time closing that door.

I wonder what it must be like to have normal pregnancies and not have to think about stuff like this?

[PamelaRose]

Yikes! Time to check that IUD! That is a terrifying nightmare, but maybe your mind's way of trying to bring it to the forefront to deal with the issue? Or probably just a reaction to family goings-on. If it's any consolation, I had a dream that DH decided we needed to sell our house NOW and was parading people through it before I had a chance to clean. Yeah, your HG wins.

Even though I was able to make the decision to be finished with babies for myself, I still get downright hostile toward friends who opt for sterilization because they just don't want to deal with the hassle of birth control. Yeah, whatever. I still enjoy the memory of the 4 months I was on the pill after my tubal and felt nauseated every day--I figure it's as close to the level of real morning sickness as I'll ever get.

[nomore]

Aimee-

I just wanted to send you some (((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))

Im sory the dream was so scary Only you know whats right for you and your family. And, your right, its not fair we have to think abut these things... oh to be a fluffy bunny (even a non-prego one).

Hugs,

Robin

[IslandDreamer]

Oh, that's scary. Truly scary. I'm sorry you had the nightmare, (((Aimee))).