I did it!!! Dh is going in for his "V" consultatio

[blessedw4]

Okay. So I finally did it. I took the step to end it all. The misery is soon to be over forever. It makes me a little sad. We always said that we would have 4 and soon to be 4 it is. This one as everyone knows has been the worst. I know I couldn't do it again ever.

It just makes me a little sad to know that this is the last time I will ever again feel a baby moving around inside of me. I love that feeling . I think the best thing ever about being preggo. I love the smell of a newborn, breastfeeding. I get experience it all for one last time.

Regrets, not really. Just a sense of sadness. Plus I also know that I just cannot keep on having kids. It will seriously I think kill me or my body would just let it do it itself.

No one says they believe me when I say were done. Guess they will talk to me in a month after my dh is done.

[mandy]

I believe you Marti!
Congrats on achieving the four you always wanted. You sure beat hg, you are a strong woman.

From a slightly envious Mandy ( )x

[BrandiJK]

Congrats on the 4 children you have now. It is a hard decision, and pat yourself on the back for making it.