finally at peace

[megs4413]

we're done after this one! I'm so happy to be happy about that. I know I will mourn the loss of future children when I am not sick anymore, but I really and truly know that we're done. I'm pretty sure we're done regardless of the outcome of this pregnancy as well (though another loss may change my mind...) and I'm just so relieved! I feel like if I can get through this, I know i wont' have to do it again and HG will be part of my past. It just feels really good to feel good about stopping at 2 regardless of the boy girl thing. I have wondered throughout these past few weeks what I was thinking when I signed on for this pregnancy, but i'm glad i did it and I know i will be satisfied with my two. SOO SOO SOO happy to say "no more for me!" now if we can just get through this one....