Looking for high risk ob specializing in HG in Central NJ

[Barbnj]

Fleeting thoughts are coming back into my heart
about trying another attempt at having a baby.
I had no help with our first preg (lost to severe hg)
and I never ever want to chance that event ever again.
I am scared to death. Amy "acorn26" has been my
life presever. I have a high risk ob due to my age
but by the time I saw him my weight loss was > then 24 pounds
and I had literally no reserve left.
Thank goodness I found you ladies......I need an aggressive
ob who deals with severe hg.
I am praying so hard I have the nerve to move fwd.
I am excited but mostly scared to death. I am on antidepressants
b/c I felt suicidal being so sick the last time. When our preg
ended and my hormones dropped I felt relieved but defeated.
I see a physc dr for my medication. But now that the veil has
lifted I feel some hope.
Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.
And if we do move fwd I will def need a buddy......
Amy said she would help ( I thank God for her)
she has a new little miracle to deal with plus another child
so I dont want to bear down on her too tight.

{{{ I want to say Thank You in advance}}}}
from the bottom of my heart!

Barb