Its funny how the excitement of having a baby is all gone. Now all I see is sickness and debt. When I first got pregnant, I thought it wasn't the best time but things were okay money wise, 3 months of sick days and I am terrified of how we can afford this. I am so scared. I am losing one job because of HG and with it we were just getting by. NOW WHAT?? I am so scared and stressed out. I think this is the reason I have been so sick in the past few days. I feel so hopeless. Not to mention a failure. Okay so I am sort of losing it today. I don't know what to do or where to turn. I am sick of being sick and broke. The only things my body seems to want, we can't afford. How is all this fair? Other women get pregnant and wow, its so easy. Why not me? What did I do to deserve this?
And I can't even walk away!
Erin