Well - I decided that we would all go up north (dh will still be out in the bush for the weeK). I will stay at my mom's. I really don't know if it's a good idea or not. There are so many things that will be more inconvenient there - even just my own space to vomit early in the morning But yesterday I decided that I didn't want another week here without dh. My mom's been here a week and a half already and the kids could sure use a change of scenery. Really - the trip could go either way. The trip up seeing the beautiful fall colours could cheer me up - and maybe at 8 1/2 weeks my body will finally decide to take a turn for the better (I can hope can't I?) Or it could be a meltdown - which happened on a necessary trip with my last pg (grampa's funeral) - which was a total nightmare - I got trapped in dh's nanny's house with a turkey cooking all day (easter). We went out to get me out of the house and I said I cannot go back there! So we made a 9 hour trip home starting at 5pm! But - my mom won't be cooking any turkeys and understands more - but there are still so many things that could turn terrible (my adult brother will be sleeping on the couch for one - and he's not easy to get along with).
Anyway - I guess I'm going either way. If things go really bad I can reach dh at the camp and we can go home.
Wish me luck. I can't wait to be a week farther along (9 1/2 wks) next time I post.