I almost cant believe I am wruiting this again, but I had another miscarriage. I am very sad but trying to stay up for quin, and count my blessings that I have him, and it helps dull the pain, but I still cry and miss the baby I was going to hold. I cant focus on why because I really do not understand, part of me feels I can not bear to try again, and part of me feels I must try again. Oh I am disappointed but moving on, gotta work today so no time to cry this morning
Anna