by stephensmam » Jun 13, 2004 9:15 am
Im really feeling so sick latly in 27 weeks and so fed up with getting sick , having no appitite and my 24 hr nausea is back, i cant keep b6 or meclizine down im so tired but i cant sleep im stuck here on my own again pauls away for 10 days , so im trying to cope with looking after stephen as well as i can , i feel im getting worse instead of better , iv had 2 horrible days of staying in cause i canr go out i cnat walk i took a shower this morning and iv been vomiting ever since im so fed up with beinbg pg it just seems so far away , im so angry with paul for leaving ,im sick of 24 hr nausea im so sick of refusing my son things because i cant get off the couch to bring him where he wants to go, time is goin so slowly, nobody seems to worried about me iv no one ringing to ask how i am its like ok your not in hosp your ok, im feeling soorry for myself and i dont care if i come across that way, i cant stop crying i feel like a wimp i just dont think i can cope any more.