Well, during my last hg pg, I KNEW beyond a shadow of a doubt that i never wanted to experience the horror of hg ever again. I signed the paperwork to have my tubes tied MONTHS before I delivered. I was scheduled to have the tubal at 6 weeks pp to look at some unresolved issues from a previous surgery.
Well, as many of you know, that tubal has never taken place. At 2 weeks pp I had to have emergency surgery for my gallbladder, then 3 weeks after that I developed pancreatitus...blah blah blah. I was left feeling so weak, that I was not at all prepared to undergo anything else.
SO, dh scheduled a vasectomy. Well, it is scheduled for friday,,Jan 14th. And though I KNOW that I AM DONE, it is still kinda sad that we are actually making the decision permenant. I mean....I am positive that I do not want to ever go thru that level of hg ever again, and I am so satisfied with 3 wonderful children, but I still jokingly said to him"are we sure we dont want anymore..." WHAT THE HELL?????????????????????? I MUST be insane. Just needed to share this. As the day approaches, I am feeling somewhat sad, but relieved as well.